Wow....it's a brand new year again.
2012 is quite an important year to me because there are a lot of things that have happened
which has drained me emotionally and physically.
School life is quite stressing, to be honest.
wait, it's SUPER stressing.
Dont really want to elaborate much....just that I have to really give it all.

But I just cant believe that you did that!
I did try my best...oh well, maybe Im too insignificant.
Will try to accept that. Thanks ah.

Anyway, Valentine's Day is coming soon!
seriously -.-
that will only make me think of that day.
It was my fault, all right.
But i cant really do anything more.
Cause I have tried whatever I can.
So yeah.

Really...as the years pass by, my life is getting more and more complicated.
I seriously wish to go back to the past...when my life as much more relaxing and less complicated.

Like I have said in my previous post, I have lots to share today.

This 2nd post will focus more on studies.
Being a year 1 student is tough.
TOUGH.STRESSING.TIRING.
But amazingly, I survived the first year.
And Im going to be a senior next year -.-
Which means that next year will be a super important year.
yes, SUPER DUPER IMPORTANT.

I have many friends/seniors to thank for guiding, advicing and encouraging me along...
And I really hope that you guys can continue on next year.
But, I might be alone next year...
as some of my seniors are going off for ns. -.-

Anyway, this is my life.
I have to fight for it.
And give it my best.
My seniors/friends cant be there for me most of the time.
So yes, I have to give it all and work even harder.
But not too hard. -.-

O's was super good experience.
Even though I didnt do well in it, but it made me understand lots of things and life values.
So yes, i must really thank O's.

This is it.
It's down to the final year.
Time flies and do not wait for everybody.
It's up to yourself.
FIGHT ON! (:

It's December 12 today. And I have lots to share!

Seriously...Some things have happened recently...
And yeah....I have sort of been in bad mood for these past few days.

I dont like the way some people say things.
I'd admit, it's my fault for blowing the whole matter up and affecting many people, but yeah.....
So now yeah......
SORRY ):

But it's no use, isisn't it?
Maybe I should be quiet from now on.
Just mug hard and work hard.
And fight on.

Yeah.
I have no one to confide my feelings to...
and it may remain like this forever.

My mood was pretty much happy today...
but it was ruined by the aftermath of the incident.

So yeah...maybe I should seriously become a quiet person, no longer the chatty and talkative person anymore.

Hello all, it's been god knows how many months since I have last blogged.
Life's been quite ok for me, except for some ups and downa (more of the latter)...

Yeah...And im finally 17.
And this signifies the end of my j1 year...
In short, my j1 is more of a hands-on year. I get to experience different kinds of things that you will never expect to experience in such a short year. But overall, it made me reflect on my life as a whole and the step that im going to take next.

So yeah, I will try my best to make use of this precious day to reflect fully on my life and how I am going to continue next.

Haha. Alright...I've got to go now.
There are lectures tomorrow. Meh.

alright, so im back blogging.
It's the end of mid years.
And I screwed up all the papers...
erm wow.

hahaha.
This may be my worst result in my 16 years of living.
sighs.

Have loads to work on.
Let's perserve on!
FIGHTING! (:

ARGH.
THIS IS IT.
I dont care whether I have been doing badly in mj or will get jialat results for my upcoming mid years or not.
But I just know this: Im going to work hard and push on, fight on.
because that's the only thing that im left with.

enough of heartbreaks or whatsoever.
My heart has already been shattered into pieces.
And only one thing is able to mend it back.
STUDIES.

thanks for making me a fighter. (: